Author: Sapphire
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Staying True to Onesself as a Heavily Individual 5/1 Projector
“Projector – Here to Know Others” – WHO ARE YOU? I’m designed to be conditioned for others, yet mutate for myself. Yes, Life is a Dilemma! So what the heck are we doing here? I have to continually remind myself what is spiritualcore… why the heck do I have this website, again!? Continually influenced by…
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Loving Without Losing Yourself: A Journey in Releasing Attachment with Family
There’s a certain kind of tension that comes from family dynamics, especially with a parent who holds deep expectations for who you should be. This week, that tension came to a head for me. I woke up at 6:30 a.m., stomach knotted, feeling a blend of dread and excitement. My father had sent me an…
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Defense Mechanisms Against Writing (Thesis)
This post I wanted to list defense mechanisms that are preventing the thesis journey. They bring more pain and anxiety and exhaustion. Seeing them makes us able to do something about them. Note, I am actively engaged in the distraction defense mechanism now by updating this blog XD
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Kevin Spacey Human Design
This post is to share the HD chart of Kevin Spacey. Birthdate: 26th July 1959 The birth time floating around the internet is 05:51am, but I don’t feel certain it’s confirmed. Honestly, I don’t know enough about him to intuit his profile. What I’m interested in is his heavy logical circuitry despite uncertain birth time.…
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Four Transformations Day 1
Well, really I’ve been experimenting for years, but I have recently (near) completed a course and I’m ready to engage in the four transformations, radically! (Perhaps 😛 ) Step 1: Determination My determination is Colour 4: Touch, Tone 6: Touch. Right facing – nervous Step 2: Environment My enviornment is colour 3: Kitchens, Tone 2:…
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Never Mind, Ra Uru Hu
This was a free facebook webinar, offered by the following youtube vid. I’ve placed the transcription here for reference. all right hello and welcome to all of you and um really a pleasure for me that all of you are here and i’m looking forward to our time together um i’m going to take you…
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58.5: The Joyous
Gate 58:JoyousLine 5: Defense Gate of Vitality The Vitality to Challenge _________________________________________________________ Stimulation is the key to joy. The zest for life and the energy for a ‘better-life’. Criticism is a natural by-product of this improvement energy. Left Angle Cross of Demands 2Godhead – Vishnu Line 5 – Defense An unrealistic pace that begs misfortune. Exaltation: The…
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30.4: The Clinging Fire
Gate 30: The Clinging FireLine 4: Burnout Gate of FeelingsCreativity Rooted in Unique Direction_________________________________________________________ Freedom recognized as an illusion and limitation accepted as fate. Emotional awarenes lies between hope and pain Right Angle Cross of Contagion, Juxtaposition Cross of FatesGodhead – Kali Line 4 – Burnout An unrealistic pace that begs misfortune. Exaltation: A compulsive and hyperactive…
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LG Air Conditioner Turning On And Off
Okay, this blog post isn’t about anything spiritual or spiritual core… But, I want to be the change I want to see in the world. And, last night, I Freaked Out!!! Basically, it’s summer. It’s a heatwave, yesterday was 47, today will be 48 and tomorrow will be 49. Yesterday, it was noticeable that my…
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Deconditioning and Anxiety
Deconditioning can be incredibly anxiety provoking. Anxiety is the “warning system”, or alarm-system of the body to alert us of a threat However we now know, that not all anxieties are about literal threats. We now know that we can have anxiety DESPITE Safety We can feel anxiety even when our existence is not currently…