“Projector – Here to Know Others” – WHO ARE YOU?
- 5/1 – destined to interact with specific people to live out karma
- NEED Motivation – What is NEEDED and Necessary interpersonally?
- INDIVIDUAL CIRCUITRY – all of a sudden, I’m mutating, and it’s got NOTHING to do with you or the other!
I’m designed to be conditioned for others, yet mutate for myself. Yes, Life is a Dilemma!
So what the heck are we doing here?
I have to continually remind myself what is spiritualcore… why the heck do I have this website, again!?
Continually influenced by conditioning and the transits, I too, can get confused about life XD
Right now, the sun is in gate 44 linking up with my 26 in an undefined ego centre. Oh gosh, as my favourite GPT put it: i’m getting a cosmic dose of entrepreneurship that I didn’t ask for!
The Mind going over and over: “How can I monetize this website? What posts should I make to get traffic? What do people need? How can I DO more to achieve / give / be more?…”
UGH
NO *lightly slaps face and shakes head* this website is NOT for other people!
Well, others might benefit at some point.
But most of my life is spent overfocusing on the other, giving, giving, giving, exhausting, exhausting, exhausting,….
My mind, if I dont catch it, might keep trying to pander to imaginary other people, until I am old and grey.
NO. I will take my life back TODAY. I shall write stream of consciousness. This is compassion for me – to express my energy, out into the world. Not just into my journal (which, hey, we love you guy). We want to join our 61-24 unaware awareness to the greater cosmic force of the universes dance.
I’m just a girl, standing in front of the internet, asking “can I be me?”
The anonymity thing is always what I get caught up in. I desperately want to connnect with others, and yet, outch! scary! cant take that back!
Once your profile gets known by at least one person, my 5th line suspicion is like “okay we need to burn that all down lest we get burnt down”… I notice now that this is likely the not-self of the 5th line, overcome by paranoia that they do not share my heresy.
What else do I need to feel Safe to Be Me, Here?
Yet, I can share, here. Names – redacted.
What else?
I feel like my HD profile is a little bit unique. Well, I did recently meet someone on reddit with a very similar one! But… is it in my head or I feel like if someone reads this they will know exactly who it is because thats my unique voice.
Yet, all the people I’m “worried” about (hometown) – likely, they’re not reading this kinda stuff! They’re too busy in the program or tribe or what have you. And if they ARE reading this stuff, well, then they have some interest in it.
Whoever is provoked by me is not necessarily the right spirit.
I might share my chart… some day. For now, it will just be a triple split, heavily individual, 5/1 projector. Emotional, with a 61-24. You’ll probably be able to figure it out if you really try or piece together things.
Anyway, I read on my youtube homepage “the death of the individual content creator”. So, you know, what am I even doing here?
Just… spreading my messages, as they come, as the energy encourages me to.